Dramatic

Life has been pretty dramatic recently. I have switched my early decision over 100 times since september.. Last night, I decided that I would apply for Upenn ED; however, My advisor thought it was a very very big mistake... She actually said, " Laura, you are making a big big mistake... You'll end up not getting in both Penn and CMU..." Wow... I would totally kill myself if I end up @ RPI.... Troy, New York for another four years is simply too crazy... So, I switched back to CMU again... What a waste of my supplemental essay and my precious sleeping time... I texted Alex saying that I am applying to Penn around 12. He texted me back at 4:40....Yes, AM! I wonder how he manage to stay in such a good shape..I would have consume 5000 cal of chocolate for me to stay up till 4..
Now, I am extremely worried about me not getting into SCS:\ given to its 14% admission rate...MIT's admission rate is 10%...See what I am trying to get at?
As for now, my mind is set for SCS and I am ready to defend it. Both from myself and from my friends... Everyone wants me to apply to Penn. I know Penn is a good school but it's too hard to get into...with my 2100 SAT... Now I feel like a dumb ass wasting my summer vacation chilling instead of doing more SAT practice tests...