dream- 720( class in five mins gotta write it down, ignore grammar error thx_

omg... i had a dream about 720...
he called me and wanted me to go to JFK with him. He bought me breakfast i ate icecream a very very big ice cream. And we went on a " subway" ( the subway that keeps recurring in my dreams) he sang for me like he did. I put my head on his thigh and closed my eyes...


ok this is the best part, he put his hand on my butt and said, " wow you have a big butt!"

fuck my life...
my butt was judged in a dream?!?!

anywayz, it was nice hanging out with him....

dream- college acceptance

I had a dream about CMU again...This time I remembered I sat right next to Cliff on a bus in Pittsburgh. I just felt so....great to be with him. Only that 小屁孩somehow appeared out of nowhere and became my roomie...Anywayz, the bus was heading nowhere but i did not care. All I knew that I would be with him. No matter where or what we were doing....If. If. If. and only if I get in....

recently

Quiz team went to vermont burlington last Friday. The team did not do well...i have to say...We completely sucked....
Dance on Saturday was...interesting..? Jae didn't go. I was kind of disappointed...

I am now waiting for CMU's result...counting down the days..."數饅頭“says mom.

This entire waiting process is pretty nerve-wracking...uhhh
LET ME IN!

categorization

500+=alarm
300+= alert
100+=could be best frnd
50+=affair
50-= nobody

attractiveness

attractiveness= appearance*intellectual*charisma

rating:
AC: 7*9*10=630
PC: 8*2*6=96
AG: 3*7*3=63

TT:4*10*9=360
CL:7*6*7=294
JO:10*9*8=720
BW:2*6*2=24

ＲＡＮＫ：
JO
AC
TT
CL
PC
AG
BW

i knew why i was here

at the moment I stepped onto school ground
i knew the exact reason why i came back
i wanted to see Ms. Hanmer and play on quiz team:)

I feel like a dumbass

Why didnt he call me today:(
i just texted him two minutes ago...and he didnt reply
am i overreacting?

You know, my life was perfectly fine until he came in
fuck


i think i am falling for him


fuckfuckfuck
i shouldn't be in love with anyone before college!

I need to stay focus
stay focus
stay focus