uhhh....

so i am taking SAT2 math tmr.if i am not getting a 800, i will go die=(
i am done complaining...
sleeping time!

life

is to short to be wasting time with someone that you are not completely into.

But at the mean time, it's really hard to find someone that you are INTO completely.

ee cummings

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)
i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

My thoughts on Nihilism

Although I considered myself to be a Nietzsche follower, I do not believe in nihilism. I do not oppose to it in the way it cause apathy in human race. I oppose to it because I truly believe that whatever established was established for a reason. It's impossible for the human race, or other kind of organism to solely evolve from atoms. Darwin's theory is so wrong. I think whatever established was established for the entire universe to continue evolving for a further reason.

for Sarah Lee...according to dictionary.com

ni⋅hil⋅ism :
–noun
1. total rejection of established laws and institutions.
2. anarchy, terrorism, or other revolutionary activity.
3. total and absolute destructiveness, esp. toward the world at large and including oneself: the power-mad nihilism that marked Hitler's last years.
4. Philosophy. a. an extreme form of skepticism: the denial of all real existence or the possibility of an objective basis for truth.
b. nothingness or nonexistence.

5. (sometimes initial capital letter) the principles of a Russian revolutionary group, active in the latter half of the 19th century, holding that existing social and political institutions must be destroyed in order to clear the way for a new state of society and employing extreme measures, including terrorism and assassination.
6. annihilation of the self, or the individual consciousness, esp. as an aspect of mystical experience.

albert camus

he's so cool....

Philly

FYI
i am spending my thanksgiving vacation in Philly=)