Monday, January 24, 2011

mom? intellectual? wow!

My mom related my action of hanging up the conference call and started a new call with mom to inception...Yes, she actually compared and contrasted...

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Birthday

我覺得我好了欸
好神奇:)

The equation that couldn't be solved

favorite quote:
1. what is it in a symmetric pattern that provokes such an emotional response?
2. The commonality is in the fact that all works of art do evoke some emotion.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

忘了

忘了
都忘了
沒有甚麼
真的
是真的

Monday, December 13, 2010

Books to be read on animal rights-notes

The case for animal rights-Tom Regan
Animal Liberation-Peter Singer
Beast and men-Mary Midgley
The sexual politics of meat-Carol Adams

Wiki them:
STEPHEN R. L. CLARK
Professor of Philosophy at Liverpool University.

MICHAEL W. FOX
Vice President of Humane Society of the US, nationally known veterinarian, and AR activist.

RONNIE LEE
Founder of the Animal Liberation Front (ALF).

JIM MASON
Attorney and journalist.

INGRID NEWKIRK
Co-founder of People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (PETA); prominent activist.

ALEX PACHECO
Co-founder of PETA; exposer of the Silver Spring monkeys abuses.

"VALERIE"
Founder of ALF in the United States.
DG

Thursday, December 9, 2010

謹記

不遷怒 不貳過

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Senior Seminar-Katie Koestner

"If you want to have sex, just have sex. Don't get wasted to have sex."
"Who needs the glory to do the right thing? Just do the right thing."
" When the object of desire is right in front of you, it is very hard to say no."
Katie came to Emma and spoke with us her experience in date rape. This is the best speaker this school has ever invited...well...Azar was pretty good too....They both placed the first, i will say.

Anywayz, it really leaves an impression on me when she said the lines above. I am thinking about interning with " campus out reach" this summer before i go to college.

Ap stat test tmr. gtg study. brb with more details.

dream- 720( class in five mins gotta write it down, ignore grammar error thx_

omg... i had a dream about 720...
he called me and wanted me to go to JFK with him. He bought me breakfast i ate icecream a very very big ice cream. And we went on a " subway" ( the subway that keeps recurring in my dreams) he sang for me like he did. I put my head on his thigh and closed my eyes...


ok this is the best part, he put his hand on my butt and said, " wow you have a big butt!"

fuck my life...
my butt was judged in a dream?!?!

anywayz, it was nice hanging out with him....

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

dream- college acceptance

I had a dream about CMU again...This time I remembered I sat right next to Cliff on a bus in Pittsburgh. I just felt so....great to be with him. Only that 小屁孩somehow appeared out of nowhere and became my roomie...Anywayz, the bus was heading nowhere but i did not care. All I knew that I would be with him. No matter where or what we were doing....If. If. If. and only if I get in....

recently

Quiz team went to vermont burlington last Friday. The team did not do well...i have to say...We completely sucked....
Dance on Saturday was...interesting..? Jae didn't go. I was kind of disappointed...

I am now waiting for CMU's result...counting down the days..."數饅頭“says mom.

This entire waiting process is pretty nerve-wracking...uhhh
LET ME IN!

Sunday, December 5, 2010

categorization

500+=alarm
300+= alert
100+=could be best frnd
50+=affair
50-= nobody

attractiveness

attractiveness= appearance*intellectual*charisma

rating:
AC: 7*9*10=630
PC: 8*2*6=96
AG: 3*7*3=63

TT:4*10*9=360
CL:7*6*7=294
JO:10*9*8=720
BW:2*6*2=24

RANK:
JO
AC
TT
CL
PC
AG
BW

Monday, November 29, 2010

i knew why i was here

at the moment I stepped onto school ground
i knew the exact reason why i came back
i wanted to see Ms. Hanmer and play on quiz team:)

Sunday, November 28, 2010

I feel like a dumbass

Why didnt he call me today:(
i just texted him two minutes ago...and he didnt reply
am i overreacting?

You know, my life was perfectly fine until he came in
fuck


i think i am falling for him


fuckfuckfuck
i shouldn't be in love with anyone before college!

I need to stay focus
stay focus
stay focus

你是陽光嗎

Saturday, November 27, 2010

11/27

Today I went out with my nerdy friend. The guy i met at Upenn on Monday.
It was so fun today. We went to Sabrina for brunch. There we met a really cute girl named Lailai~ "American babies are cute." I said. Jae replied, " All babies are cute. " Ha, i think he's so cute:) Franklin Institute was fun and I guess it was the perfect way to express our nerdiness:P There was this oil drop experiment show. We bursted out ," charge of electron." at the same time...gosh, we are so nerdy haha. After we got out from Franklin Institute, we walked along the Franklin Parkway and sat at the Love Park for half an hour. Yes, def. crazy...It was too cold...He saw the city hall and wanted to go so then we went to city hall and i bought a very cute hate:) ( mom said it was stupid...) Anyhow, the cutest thing of the day is the christmas photo stand :) See facebook for the pic. In the afternoon, we went iceskating! We skated for more than 2 hours...That was the longest Ive ever skated before, so was his. However, it wasnt as romantic as i thought it would be. haha I think the main reason is just that I am so lame at iceskating.... He taught me how to turn but I still couldn't get it...Yeah i know...I never get it... The high light was that he took off my shoes. I completely felt like a princess..hehe We walked and sat at a park again and listened to tons of korean music including outsider, and he sang po cho ship ta for me:) I am going to die, You are so handsome from the front from the side and from the back. Also, there's one about i am so scared and stay with me. I think that's pretty cute too.

At the end we went back and ate at Subway! Yes, my favorite Italian bread with veggies:)

When he had to leave, I wanted him to stay so badly:( He said, " cya next week!" I hope..i can see him soon~

Friday, November 26, 2010

i miss you

i miss you so much
(M)

Monday, November 22, 2010

1/2 rule isn't BS

I guess the 1/2 rule isn't BS..
Anywayz, I met this guy @ Upenn's admission office..11/22/2010 3PM
I got lost because I couldn't find the engineering building- towne, he was heading toward the info session as well
We then walked together. I told him that I went to Emma, he was like, " No way.. I went to Salisbury!" What a coincidence! He wants to major in Chemical and Biomedical engineering. We talked a lot~ Well, he talked a lot. I listened a lot, lol. He is very much like Cliff. I don't know if it's a boy's school thing or what? I think he's real, cute, fun and smart:)
Well, I guess that's why ppl should go to a good school..:) or in this case, why ppl should go to an info session.

Later, we walked to the book store to get his white shirt and went to Cosi for food+ drink:) talked a lot about sports--even though I understand none. Haha. And I even found out that our dads are both neurosurgeons! He wants to walk me back to Ted's place but I asked my cousin to pick me up @ Houston Hall. After that, he texted me saying, " It was nice seeing you. "

Good day, good day:)
1650735

Sunday, November 21, 2010

He exists now...only in my memory.

How could I hear the heart breaking sound? How could he not feel it?
I am looking for something bigger, better, and forever. That's something that I could not get from both Mr. B and Mr. M...
I am waiting for that one and only...Like Rose and Jack.